My name is Brian McFadden. Right now, I live in Toyohashi, Japan with my wife charlie and son fenix.

Sick Days


“Even though it was winter, I was hot-cold and the body was sweating on the inside. The rise of internal temperature caused sideways thinking and mild hallucination. A few days on your back causes you to ask yourself, “what am I with nothing?” It’s a terrible idea to answer this question immediately because you automatically think of yourself as just a bag of bones. When the moans and aches are over, return to the thought because there is a transitional period between sick and well that the ego has yet to figure out how to penetrate.”

-Brian McFadden

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